[I don’t even know how to introduce this…Here’s a letter (well not necessarily a letter, but a note to someone about me to themself.)]
” So, there’s this girl (Myiah) and I’ve liked her for some time now, but I just haven’t said anything to her because I don’t know how she would take it, and I don’t want her to feel all awkward and what not. There’s so much I find attractive about her, like her weirdness lol. It’s just so cute how I make her nervous and everything. Another thing is that she hides her smile. I don’t know why she hides it, there’s nothing wrong with her smile at all… it’s just adorable. Her personality, I just love it. She’s just this sweet, shy, weird, smart girl who’s caring, passionate, always herself, and has a sense of humor. Everything about her is just PERFECT. I really sound like I’m madly in love w/ her, but it’s just that I’ve never really liked a girl who’s just like her. She is beautiful inside and out. If I ever show her this, she’ll probably think I’m fucking crazy, but no, lol. Everything I’m saying is true. Psh, even if I wasn’t telling the truth, she probably won’t believe me anyway. I hope that one day she’ll see this, though, because I can’t keep these feelings to myself. I can’t tell her this face-to-face because I’ll end up stuttering and making a fool out of myself. Oh yeah, one more thing I find like really cool is that we have almost everything in common. I’ve NEVER found anyone that has as much in common with me as Myiah does.
I believe this is all I have to let out right now. Anyways, yeah. Ok. Bye. “
April 26th, 2013 10:33 p.m.
Like… isn’t this the most sweetest thing ever? I’ve never had anyone write to themselves about me. I’m in firm disbelief about this still, lol.
She made me seem perfect, though. I totally envisioned who she was talking about, but I just didn’t see the characteristics in me. S.C. is one of the most sweetest girls I’ve met throughout my (semi-tortuous) life. I’ve never seen someone who could easily make others feel wanted, knowing that they’re empty inside longing to feel wanted by others. I can’t even describe her strength, it’s beyond words. Her life’s story of triumphs and trails lie within the palm of her hands, and the within the coloration of her eyes… I see it all.
Her freckles are the just the cutest thing ever, her reddish lightly colored brown hair shows her rarity, and her eyes are equivalent to the worth of gold. I could never tell her the shit I think, feel, or dream about her. I mean like, god… I’ve never seen someone so beautiful in my life. Everything inside of her reflects on the outside. She has this amazing spirit, still as a child filled with innocence. Her smile is one of the most soothing sights. Whenever I’m around her, I’m a different person. She’s like this magnet that pulls everything out of me, my confidence… even my brashness. She’s lowkey one of the many vital inspirations I have in my life at the moment.